Today

Today would have been John Noll's 17th birthday and I have no more understanding today than two months ago.

My heart is broken maybe a bit more than ever. Because the reality of his life no longer being lived is sinking in. The fact that no one gets to celebrate moments with him anymore has officially hit.

I'm so frustrated for my friends that they don't get to have him anymore. They are left to learn how to live life anew struggling with his loss. This in addition to all they have already experienced.

Please lift up the Noll family today. This is a really tough week as it is many people's birthday's. And it's the anniversary of dark days in their lives.

Thanks.